Time flies. It actually does especially when you wish not to. Our vacation is now over, we are on our flight coming back to Tokyo. The vacation which had been my only hope, is OVER now. Sure, I am having a hard time to get over my depression. To confront tons of email follow-ups and works to do next week with guilty feeling for taking a week off while the team was working, I need big courage. I am not ready yet and I would never be, I guess:(